I've been too busy
But never was HE
I was about to give in
But never did HE

HE believed
Whle I faltered
HE stayed
While I wandered

I've really been down and out
Though I look up and about
Trying to forget the pain
The consequences has lain

Through all the wandering
After getting so lost
HE finds me lingering
Suffering at the cost

HE has HIS ways
For me to notice
The truth I have to face
So I could find peace

HIS message was sent
And I have received
HE got me on track
And now I'm back

Who would've thought
After all I've brought
I'd still be on HIS watch
Still ready to catch

Take off the stress
Put on a dress
Be on the run
We're gonna have fun

Out with the frown
Make it upside down
Light up and smile
We'll party in style

Be Classy, Sassy & Sexy
Not Bitchy, Nasty & Skanky
Girls will go party
Until the time gets tardy

Its The Night!
For the GIRLS to RULE!
and for the Boys to drool



XD

Just when I thought I've already learned.
Here I go making the same mistake.

Just when I thought I'm already happy.
Here I am so sad and lonely.

Just when I thought I've already given up.
Here I am struggling to try again...

Such a tiring cycle.....
But that's how it always is....

You live your life,
you make a choice,
you face the consequences

Good or Bad the consequences might be,
You just face it head on.

Because sooner or later,
It will be all over

Everything seems to be going wrong today. The freelance job that I've been hoping for is gone and seems like the illustrator job I've found has gone too, because the employer that I've talked to hasn't contacted me yet. The splurging lunchdate me and my friends are planning has gone down the drain. And I'm having financial problems with my mom. What a weekend!

Ok no more poems this time. Too happy to bother myself on making one. hehehehe

Ever since I've bought my own computer, I've been looking all over the net for a freelance job. Who would've thought that trying to find a freelance job is harder than trying to find a permanent job? I said that its harder cause its riskier. There's no actual assurance that you'll get the job or that you'll get paid for you work. You would have to trust yourself and be a lot smarter. So what if you have so many questions about the work? YOU HAVE TO! Or you'll end up nowhere!

Anyway, I've been cautious since the first day I started to do this. There was one that never called me, next was someone who is starting to be a bit shady for me, because she not trying so much to keep in touch with me, considering that she told me she needs the design ASAP(good thing I never sent them any hi-res graphic >). And therefore, I decided not to go to that certain website again (coz that's where I found them)

So I'm off hunting once again, there some that requires you to be full time which of course I can't be so that's out. Others are looking for artists who can do programming stuff, that's out as well. And some that I'm not too sure I'll be capable of doing, I don't want to commit on something if I'm not a hundred percent sure that I can do it.

But Lo and Behold! I found one job that I can actually do, already had my evaluation test with them and just waiting for the result. Found one that's not yet contacting me and one that found me!

I already had a talk with the guy, I don't need to go full-time online and pay is good enough. I just hope that my skills would satisfy him very well.
So, here goes nothing! Wish me lotsa luck!